because he first loved us

I play the piano at my church. I play for the morning service. Our organist retired, so I am the sole musician now.

Growing up, I would literally get sick playing the piano in front of people. It's not that I wasn't prepared or felt self-conscious, I would just get sick.

Shaking hands, bouncing legs, sweaty fingers, occassionally a nosebleed. Sick.

I play the piano at my church. I play for the morning service. There are usually 200 people in attendance.

I don't get sick anymore.