Today

was difficult. Pressure, tantrums, paperwork, conflicts. Urg.

I'm so glad I'm home with my family.

Anyone else thinking it might snow this weekend?

My Boys

My boys are all happy.
My boys are all healthy.

Truly, this is all I've ever wanted.

Happy Birthday

My husband is a dear. This is what he was going to get for his birthday.

This is what he is getting instead. (sob)

Happy Birthday honey.

Fever

Nothing like getting sick to knock you out of your funk. Bleh.

Moving along... Alex got the lead in "Annie Get Your Gun". It is to be his last high school musical. He is on cloud nine. Me, not so much. I am not liking the whole growing up and leaving thing. Don't get me wrong, there are days when I'm ready for them ALL to move out (I don't like to pack or I would leave). But right now, sitting here thinking about my son growing up and away, I am in tears.

I think I have discovered the cause of my funk.

Staying Home

It's all I want to do.

I wasn't ready for summer to end.

Funk

I am in a bit of a funk. Not sure why. But I am.

I am tired.

I don't have any "me" time.

I feel inadequate. Like nothing I am doing is being done well ~ and that is something I CANNOT STAND!

I have had a headache for 3 days.

I could go on and on .... but....

I know that a good nights sleep will fix most of my funk. I need to knock the loud voice telling me I am I'm inadequate right out of my damn head.

Ibuprofen will help too.