My trip to Telluride Bluegrass Festival in June was good and bad. Nickel Creek was outstanding as were the other acts we heard. The scenery was beautiful and I so loved being in the mountains again. The bad - not feeling comfortable for most of the trip: feeling uncomfortable with Joye, uncomfortable as a third wheel (Karen & Joye) uncomfortable not knowing what was going to happen next, cold (the night we camped). While I am glad I went, I'm not sure it was the experience I had hoped it would be.
I seem to have anxiety. Anxiety that has gotten to the point of making me worry about stupid things. My current worry is Aidan getting a job. Why worry about that? It's not like he's moving out and needs money... I've really done very little this summer except knit, watch netflix and read. And this makes me anxious, like I should be DOING SOMETHING. I just don't know what that something is.
I have had several gigs this summer and am getting back the joy of singing with Deadwood. I'm slowly coming to grips with the new drummer... S.l.o.w.l.y.